SubscribeI just found out that another woman on my pregnancy buddy group had a miscarriage today. That makes 3 this week. It is so sad, and it just makes me that much more nervous. I was worried about miscarriage quite a bit at the very beginning, but then my fears kind of calmed down. But this run of miscarriages has me worried! Both of the women this week have had miscarriages before. One was having a problem with low progesterone, and was on supplements. So I don’t have any of those strikes against me. But, we haven’t done any testing. No betas, no progesterone levels, nothing. Not that I had any of those things with previous pregnancies, but I just keep thinking that I could have problems that we haven’t found out about. What if I already lost the baby, and I just don’t know it yet? I am trying hard to be calm and just enjoy the pregnancy. I don’t have any reason to think that there is anything wrong. Just seeing what these other women are going through is making me a bit freaked out. I need to try to calm down. I think I am going to go listen to my HypnoBabies Postitive pregnancy affirmations. That should help!
Tomorrow I am going to Jackson for the night with Scott. I am excited!! It will probably do me some good to get away from the pregnancy buddy group for a day or so. If I am still worried when I get back, I will go down to see Becky and ask her to listen for the heart beat.